So hey blog! How's it going? It's been a while...
I really haven't felt like blogging for a while, and don't still. Don't get me wrong, I love blogging. I love reading blogs, and what blogging has done to my life. I've made some sweet friends through this that I never would have met otherwise for which I'm thankful.
Just blogging takes so much time, and that's something that's been hard to come by. I feel like I'm being worked to death; like all I have time for is working and sleeping. When I'm home I'm just resting up from work for another day of work, just to do it all over again. I know I'm not the only one who has to work; we all do. I'm just struggling with finding myself in a way...like I pretty much just want to give up on all my hobbies since I don't have enough time to devote to them and it makes me sad when I can't do the things I love.
Less is more, right? I feel like just calming down and not trying to do so much would be a good idea. To spend more time at home, just frickin' cleaning the thing, like daily chores and upkeep, and spending time with Mike. To focus on less, purge some things and just see where that takes me.
I know this post just sounds super sad and not what you usually expect from a blog; they're supposed to be all chipper and crap, and make you feel good, but this is how I feel. Just thought I'd give a shout out to let you all know where I've been (well, here, same place. I didn't go anywhere!), and that I don't know where I'm going with this blog. I very well may continue, and I may quit, or just pop in here and there. Whatever I feel like really, because this is just my lil' space to call my internet home.
Okay, this pic is funny, and I swear I'm not drinking while writing this, though it may sound that way. But I've totally done so, and it's funny. Actually I'm still not drinking, and let me tell you, this sucks, haha! Wow. I just got home from watching a documentary on Michigan beer, and everyone there was drinking beer, and it's beer week here in my hometown with all sorts of sweet events...rawr. But I don't want to give up, as much as I do want to just give in, because that would be lame, and I'm a stickler. Four months though, holy crud what was I thinking?!
SO, for now, I think I'm just going to tone it down a notch, purge out my craft room, and focus on running and reading. And chickens. And Mike.
And I'm trying really hard to do this...
Okay, thanks for reading! Hoping to figure my life out soonish, haha!